resolute step,,,

Well, sometimes it was really nice to be involved in blurry situation. When we are didn't realize -and just let it like that- about the actual thing's... About what is really going on.

Hmmh, but that blurry-ness should be ended! However, no matter what, the clearness is always be better, right? And this is the time for me to clear everything!

Yes, this is the time to make a resolute step! Black or white. Although there are no quite enough inputs for me to conclude and make a right decision about this existing problem. Firm up, it's a must!

Now...My decision? Black!!! Negative! Like I said before, there are no enough inputs for me to decide, but there is one indication, one good reason that make me step behind. And that thing, I think, is a thing that push me to shut (even before I'm on).

Then, at the rest of the time, I can turn in a an exact and clear track (but I'm not sure, it's right or wrong), eventhough there is still a little hope on me that the blackness -that i choose- will be changed into white -but I should throw a bunch of water to the (fire of) hope (the fire should be 100% eliminated!)-.

Yes, there was a dirty little secret of me, about me, and i never reveal that secret (in full version) to anybody, only me and God knows, and...hmmh...the blog is also didn't know! =).

*sorry, my english is bad...