stressed...
Man!!, It will be nice if "it" apparently was an agent for me to solve all the existing -hard confusing- problems, but somehow, i realize that "it" (maybe) was a problem for me, really? I'm not quiet sure actually. But this just the lowest priority problem that i have to think about...
Let me tell you about the existing problem (or maybe it is better for me to tell it as "challenges")... The first is about my college, of course,.. I've already arrive at the edge of my undergraduate study time, i have to fix all the bad mark, finish the final project and it was not easy -remembering of my character (i'm a lazy-er); and also my businesses; and of course my major (or academic program) on my college which is one of the hardest on G-10 institute... (Really? Some people sez like that..)
The second one is about my effort (or maybe attempt) to build my own company. Yes my fella, it was really hard for me -or maybe for everybody- to make it. Money? Yesss, thats absolutely the main problem. (super) Hard for me to get someone who want to invest their money to me (more over, the sum of money is not that few). So, I still can't start my company, my business... Even my Mother give an advice to stop this, very hard for me to decide.
The third one, fella, is about my will (or want, or maybe little obsession, or maybe it was just a curiousity) to be a fully-professional announcer. Hmm, earn my own money by entertaining a lot of people with my voice -but don't have to sing-. I'm getting closer to this aim, but there also several challenge that I have to pass. Trying to mingle, to fit-in, with a brand new social envi, tryin' to fix my voice (my boss sez that my voice is too "light", and i have to en-heavy-ing my voice, i mean make my voice heavyer...) and it was not an easy thing. And you know what? Being a good announcer is not such an easy thing, it was harder than it looks... Believe Me!
And the forth one is about... Well, actually this is not a big deal, but amazingly, this influencing me really deep. And considering about that, I have to finish this problem immediately. Yes. it's true that everything's still blurry (even though I'm feeling happy about the "blurry state") but I have to firm up, make a resolute step about this... I don't know what to do.. I should pray and ask to ALLAH, istikharah, fella! Whupfh.. this is all about the magical ability of a creature called "woman"...
Actually, i still have several other problems, but I think I can solve those other problems if I can solve the 4 problems above...
Astaghfirulah...
Let me tell you about the existing problem (or maybe it is better for me to tell it as "challenges")... The first is about my college, of course,.. I've already arrive at the edge of my undergraduate study time, i have to fix all the bad mark, finish the final project and it was not easy -remembering of my character (i'm a lazy-er); and also my businesses; and of course my major (or academic program) on my college which is one of the hardest on G-10 institute... (Really? Some people sez like that..)
The second one is about my effort (or maybe attempt) to build my own company. Yes my fella, it was really hard for me -or maybe for everybody- to make it. Money? Yesss, thats absolutely the main problem. (super) Hard for me to get someone who want to invest their money to me (more over, the sum of money is not that few). So, I still can't start my company, my business... Even my Mother give an advice to stop this, very hard for me to decide.
The third one, fella, is about my will (or want, or maybe little obsession, or maybe it was just a curiousity) to be a fully-professional announcer. Hmm, earn my own money by entertaining a lot of people with my voice -but don't have to sing-. I'm getting closer to this aim, but there also several challenge that I have to pass. Trying to mingle, to fit-in, with a brand new social envi, tryin' to fix my voice (my boss sez that my voice is too "light", and i have to en-heavy-ing my voice, i mean make my voice heavyer...) and it was not an easy thing. And you know what? Being a good announcer is not such an easy thing, it was harder than it looks... Believe Me!
And the forth one is about... Well, actually this is not a big deal, but amazingly, this influencing me really deep. And considering about that, I have to finish this problem immediately. Yes. it's true that everything's still blurry (even though I'm feeling happy about the "blurry state") but I have to firm up, make a resolute step about this... I don't know what to do.. I should pray and ask to ALLAH, istikharah, fella! Whupfh.. this is all about the magical ability of a creature called "woman"...
Actually, i still have several other problems, but I think I can solve those other problems if I can solve the 4 problems above...
Astaghfirulah...
posted by abdan.hanif.satria.budiman | Thursday, April 26, 2007
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sing baleg siah hirup teh!!!!
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